Monday, March 19, 2007
because if i don't speak up, (and i won't speak up), i will never know.
for more vague statements. haha
you'd wonder how in the world i get to blog when i've got loads to do.
well, i was wondering, too.
and alas i found the answer, amidst my aching back and numb fingers and my already-hot laptop.
i crave for variety. i cannot be stuck with the same thing for so long. example: i am very much interested with my 148 research topic. and yet i can only type my review up to so and so number of minutes/hours. i'm constantly on my toes. moving to the pc to reconnect to the world, or going downstairs to have "live conversations" with my family. i can't stay focused on just one thing. well, i can. but i have a treshold.
i crave for variety. that's why perhaps i'll always be jumping from one place to another. i feel a need to have different groups that intertwine as less often as possible. i'm a different person in each. well, almost. i'm basically the same, plus/minus some things.
i crave for variety.
is it good or is it bad?
i noticed that i'm not the only one slacking off. misery loves company? haha.. nah.. perhaps it just goes to show that indeed, we need to slow down once in a while. even if it's finals week, just because it's when we felt the need. :)
it only struck me earlier through kat's lj entry that i only have a few days left as a sophie. wala lang.
but hey, i'm workingon school-related things. it's just that i feel i'm not giving the effort i should be giving.
1.48 gwa, kaya kaya?
1.48 or not 1.48, i'd still be happy (as long as i'm still a CS. haha). why? well, i must say that this semester has been the most interesting so far. :)