But why? :(

Don't get me wrong. I miss school and I just want to see that ALL my blockmates are fine tomorrow. BUT.

Why do we have classes? I know we've missed a lot already but but but. What about our fellow Ateneo Law students who might have been affected badly? And the professors? And the staff?? There's a high probability that a number of them are in the areas most affected by Ondoy. I know finals is fast approaching and we've already lost a number of Mondays, but I just find it hard to move on and act as if everything is normal when SO MANY FILIPINOS out there are still in need of help.

Then again, hindi rin nga naman siguro ganun karami ang Ateneo Law community para maging substantial na kawalan. Okay, maybe I understand why we have to go to class tomorrow. And like what the Second Year Batch Rep said, we can help in other ways. I guess it's just that right now, my heart is really breaking. Apparently, so many of my friends are affected :( I just can't help but wish that instead of holding classes, the law school would opt to conduct its own operations (just like what they are doing in ABS-CBN, Ateneo (Loyola), UP, La Salle Taft, etc). You can NEVER underestimate what immediate help means to a number of people. Even if the whole Ateneo Law School community would only get to save just one life, it still is one life.

Anyway, as it is, since my parents won't let me go out and help, I suppose I'll just go back to my books and study. That's so sad, but well. Better than just panicking here online, I guess. Better be productive.

Someday I'll know what I really want.

For now, I'll stick with the status quo. And I'm talking about a number of different things. Cool how they all fit in one.

Because as of now, I just really want to be happy :)

I know being happy also means going after what you want. But like I said, for the time being, I don't know what I really want regarding a number of things.

I usually prefer pushing boundaries, but for now, I choose the status quo. There are just some things in life too precious to leave to hurried decisions.

By analogy.

Potior est in tempore, potior est in jure.

(This, so far, is the shortest entry ever. I hope you get what I mean and just to clarify, it’s not about love).

It's about time

that I listen to that little voice inside my head again :)

Lately I've opted to succumb to ranting and my own immature thinking.

About time I reacquaint myself to myself :)
Rhea, this is Rhea. I believe you've met before.

PostScript: To two of my closest friends

To Charles who calls me little girl and who barely has time now (like me haha), you're still the best. for calling me little girl and all the meanings that go along with it :) thanks!

To Paola who's so far away now, it's a pity we can't go out. i miss hugging you. still, you're the best :)

you two... i BARELY get to talk to you anymore but i know you're just there and just thinking of how much you two matter to me gives me warm, fuzzy feelings. i'll behave, i promise <3

good luck with your own loves and careers :) i'm happy knowing that you're happy :)