then perhaps you don't really want it.
i have been trying to do some of the things that i said want to do. and every time, i just can't start. so much for wanting, huh? but then something in me says i want it done, only that i'm too lazy to do them.
so i pondered about it for quite some time, and a quote from sir mike luistro's 140 class came to mind: "but do you want it like a mother wants her child, a miser his gold, a sensualist his passions? no? then you don't want."
so next time, don't stress too much, hunnies ;) the moment it feels like work, then it must be.