and by well, i don't mean PERFECT. i just mean well, as in well.
and so the internet has to bail on me again. before i got dc-ed, i've already typed two insightful paragraphs. darnit. im too lazy to think again. haha.
so, adios mi amigos. (is my spanish correct?)
tralalalala. ok. this post is soo not for blogger. haha. whatever.
ok. cognitive dissonance-ing again. this is really not for blogger. so i'll try to make some sense before posting haha..
well, what was i saying anyway? oh. im happy. yeah.i guess it's all about being surprised what i could actually be. first, i was not sure i could make it to UP. i never tried to dream of laude status. i was not sure i was good enough for psychsoc. i never thought people would surprise me with the votes and apparently, trust me with such a post. in short, almost all that i am right now, i never really thought i'd be. and i mean that in so many different aspects of my life. i once said earlier this year, on january 1, i think, that 2008 seems to be tempting me. and true enough, i've been through hell and back. people close to me would know what i mean, and that i'm far from exaggerating.
through it all, God has been with me. i actually feel guilty because for quite some time, i neglected Him. it's hard for me to admit, but then what's denial for, anyway? lately, i feel like we're reestablishing lost connections. it's a bitter thing to think about that i only seek Him in times of trouble, or in good times. i'm just so blessed to have a God like Him. to be loved by Him. to be cared for, to be accepted.
graduation day is drawing nearer and nearer. it excites me, actually. i once thought i'd dread it, being the school phile that i am. (nerd, in other words. haha).
so anyway, since i might have bored you to death with words, i'd leave you with a picture of me with my babies :) they're the extercom apps :) [minus mariz and migs]
jem, me, alleli, chelsea, isaa