Why?

No matter how many times I talk to people about this, I still end up not knowing what to do. And feeling terribly awful about it. Why does it have to affect me so much in the first place? Well, I think I already know what to do. But I’ll give it one more chance.

I know you already said it’s okay. But when we talked, I also felt how sad it will make you feel :’( I hate what-ifs, but I don’t want to be a leaver either.

By Friday, I’ll decide.